Until this morning I’ve managed to avoid this whole mess invading my dreams, possibly because I haven’t been sleeping enough to dream much. So last night H wakes me up to apologize for lying because something he read in his cheesy sci-fi made him think. Not great timing but appreciated. This morning I dream H is telling me AP is pregnant, I wake up thinking that would explain why she’s still trying to call him. So I tell him about my horrible dream and he says, “That’s not a dream it’s a f’ing terror.” then resumes snoring. He was really sweet when he woke up. I’ve really enjoyed all the extra time to catch up with sleep since I currently have no job to go to. Sleep has vastly improved over the last week but I don’t need this $h!t.
Married 19 years
2 tween girls
Affair 1, 11/2010 to 2/2011
Affair 2, 6/2019 to 12/2019 - Persistent One is still trying to contact him.