PHOENIX ... Thank you for the courage to post your life and feelings.
I believe that there is never one particular thing that leads to infidelity but a string of events, feelings and miscommunications. There is pride and weakness planted in the greener grass from the silver tongued snake. Once you get yourself on that greener and softer grass you realize that it is a ruse, and that grass soon turns to straw. Unfortunately, so much damage is done between stepping on that velvety soft green grass to the raw and hard straw that is the inevitable bed. I don't like any of it. I don't like all the lies..... for what ??? I have asked my WS husband many times.... was she worth it ??? He always answered and answers, ABSOLUTELY NOT !!! Sometimes I feel that the WS is coming from the TOP to the middle and the BS is coming from the bottom to meet in the middle. I don't if one is worse than the other. "T"
BS - DDay July 2017
O GOD, take me, break me, make me.