I will try to keep this short and sweet.
I am a 23 going on 24 year old with an old soul. I consider myself a super introvert. I don’t go out much I hardly am on social media. I stick to reading books and watching YouTube. I have been with my husband for four years we have been married for one. He is a 28 year old bubbly extrovert. We have had our struggles with infidelity in the past, he has had a porn addiction and I have a love sex drive due to inexperience. But as the years go by I discover he also loves to discover girls on Snapchat Omegle and instagram. All of those factors don’t entice me to want to have sex with him as often and every time my desire would get less and less. Don’t get me wrong I do enjoy it but I hardly suggest it. Every he “digitally cheats” I have to pry answers out of him often later to discover half truths. He says he’s sorry wants to be a better man for me and I can see the changes I really do. But with addiction often come relapse. And I often forgive him because outside of those issues he is the perfect man. Our families even get along superbly. We have built a life together. Once we were married things were going great Until yesterday when I discovered he has cheated on me with a coworker of mine. She has been in my house and we have hung out I have given her advice when she needed it. Now I am a god fearing woman and I believe it getting married once. I am just afraid that if I decide to stay it will set a tone that he can get away with it and it might happen again. I don’t want to go back to being all alone but I don’t want to drive myself insane by staying. Please don’t be to harsh with me these new discoveries have me extremely vulnerable. Any advice helps thank you.